Today went to church student service, during praise and worship when we sang This is My Desire this song, holy spirit touched me. Cry and cry and cry for no reason. Normally when i cry during p&w i know it's just my emotion, or else i won't also haha! But this time was real different. Deep down i didn't want to cry but tears just flow down my eyes. I was shocked also and i tried to stop but it just flow down through the whole song. I knew it was holy spirit i felt God so strong! When holy spirit moves you just can't stop it. Wow i had a great personal encounter with God today. Lord i want more of You in my life!

我不说
你会不会知道我珍惜你?
..

哈哈
没什么啦
只是突然的感触而已


这首歌其实我很喜欢
很久没听了
刚听了一次
竟然会哭


还有还有
这首我也很喜欢哦


怎么又哭了
..

"One thing i learn is that when you fail you have to just get up"- quoted from sen ming haha!

I'll be back for this post;)

I'm giving You my heart

And all that is within
I lay it all down
For the sake of You my king
I'm giving You my dreams
I'm laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride
For the promise of new life

And i surrender
All to You
All to You
And i surrender
All to You
All to You

I'm singing You this song
I'm waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear
I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You
For the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy
Even sharing in Your pain

John 15:13 Greater love has no other than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.

;)

2 Tim 1:7 For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.


Sometimes i think God created me to be timid,
but He did not...

Oww can't believe i've abandoned my blog for so long
poor blog

Uh what should i write now?
since i've abandoned this blog for almost six months haha
maybe some updates about my life so far

Wow six months
definitely many good and bad things happened
ya of course, but i don't think i've such good memory to remember all
you know when we face difficult times we tend to forget the good things that happened in our life
i bet that's how most people are right?
because that's how i am too
but
i'm reminded today
that how could i have forgotten the grace of God in my life
yea, how could i

Yup i'm currently in the down times of my life
can't explain why and what happened
it's just, i couldn't lift up my mood
things aren't that bad actually
i mean, things aren't bad at all
it's just, me
i think

Am in my final sem now
a lil more than a month more before exam
and that's it i'm graduating!
provided that i pass all my units la lol
haih actually i 不舍得 la!:(


That's all for now first
i'll tell more next time k gee..

It's mid-semester break!
wow
can't believe half of the semester is actually gone!
tic toc time is saying both hi and bye to me at the same time
in fact it's doing the same thing to everyone isn't it?

but how have i been these five weeks?
reflecting back
i think it was really awesome!;)
awesome in a sense that i got myself so busy and drained!
em
then why is that so awesome huh?
haha

a friend was commenting that i looked pale and weak all the time
indeed i still don't have enough sleep until now:(
[my fault for not sleeping earlier]
she asked me why did i make myself so busy,
whether i was running away from any problems?

NO, i answered;)


i think there's nothing wrong with getting myself busy
important is
what am i actually doing?
and through these weeks i've learned that we should really do things that can last into eternity
NOT JUST things that contribute to our future

em
getting a bit too complicated huh? ;)
but isn't that true?
does it worth our WHOLE LIFE doing something that we cannot bring along with us when we leave the world?
and in fact
things that last into eternity is no other than God's work!


I was reminded by some friends today
that life is really fragile
just flip the newspaper and you'll know
we never know what will happen tomorrow
but thank God we're still alive today
so
shouldn't we appreciate more of our time huh?

Maybe some of you may wanna ask

so what am i supposed to do?
who am i?
why am i here where i am now?
and where am i going to?
...

why not ask your Creator through Jesus Christ! ;)

cough cough
yup
m still coughing
cough until
i
cannot
sleep
=.=


hopefully getting well soon
i want to sing k!

lol

;)

alright
someone is forcing me to update
lol

so
m back in KL now
n immediately fever n sorethroat n cough attacked me
n i did not manage to defend
my immune system is indeed weak =.=

argh
i just don't like to fall sick
especially when nobody's beside me:(
luckily m feeling much better now;)

u know i love to shower with somewhat hot water
that my family kept complaining about me adjusting the temperature to almost high
mum told me that that's not good for my skin
but her words went in from my one ear n out from another one
then the other day i read that cold bath could actually strengthen our body's immune system
oh my how could i not know that at all =.=
n now i start to adjust the water temperature lower

so
finally
lol

zz


by the way
sports anyone?
i really miss doing sports, but not alone la